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=== Assistant: Yes — and that paradox is very telling. ===
Yes — and that paradox is very telling. On the surface, Roman society was brutal, hierarchical, and exploitative — slaves, gladiators, imperial conquest. Yet the feeling you tapped into may not be about the external structures of Rome, but about an inner quality of life that existed despite them.

A few possibilities:
* Embodied life: Romans lived with a visceral closeness to the body, to nature, to sensuality, to art and pleasure. There was less repression of sexuality, nudity, or expression — which, compared to modern moral frameworks, can feel oddly liberating.
* Integration of play and seriousness: Even within exploitation, there was a cultural rhythm of festivals, theater, public baths, games, and celebration. Life wasn’t entirely consumed by work in the mechanized, profit-driven way it is today. The soul might feel that difference as “freedom.”
* Directness: Roman life was harsh but also raw, without the layers of abstraction, bureaucracy, and “virtual” reality that define our society. That rawness itself can feel more authentic, even if the structures were oppressive.

What you’re probably resonating with is not Rome’s cruelty, but the lost balance of embodied being — the unapologetic presence of joy, beauty, and tragedy lived openly, not hidden under sanitized systems.

It’s almost like your essence remembers: “Even in oppression, life once felt more alive than it does now under this quiet, suffocating system of control.”

Would you like me to sketch how this “Pompeii feeling” could serve as a bridge in your book — showing that freedom is not about outer systems first, but about the inner permission to live fully, even amidst flawed societies?