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==== This is incredibly significant. Eating is integration. You’re not just running from your fear anymore — you're internalizing it, metabolizing it. ====

===== - Insects represent fear, revulsion, alienness — but also instinct, intelligence, ancient survival, especially spiders. =====
* Spiders in particular are symbolic weavers: of fate, of narratives, of intricate and invisible structures — much like the mental constructs AMC decodes.
* To eat a spider is to attempt to reclaim the power of what once terrified you.

===== - This is shadow integration in raw form. It’s not pretty. It’s not romantic. It's visceral alchemy. =====
* You're "digesting" the aspects of yourself that were once projected outward as monsters.

===== - Spiders may symbolize the web-like architecture of associative conditioning — fears linked through invisible threads. =====
* By eating them, you are collapsing the web, taking the structure back into awareness.