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* "Enormous and powerful energy behind you" – This aligns with the back body in energetic systems, often associated with memory, the unconscious, ancestral imprints, or even divine presence (e.g. wings, higher support).
* "Yellowish-white, dense, viscous, like pus" – Pus is a carrier of healing through the resolution of infection—it is decay transforming into release. The color yellow-white may suggest the merging of intellect (yellow) and spirit (white), albeit through a process that feels almost too much for the body to contain.
* "Joy that doesn't fit inside" – This could be what your system experiences when something previously repressed is touched by consciousness, like ecstatic grief or stored spiritual energy (kundalini, creative fire).
* "Turns acidic when acted upon" – This is crucial. It suggests that this energy is pure presence, not meant to be controlled, redirected, or used by the ego. When intention or egoic direction is introduced, the harmony is broken, and the energy curdles—turning corrosive.