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=== User: when meditating, I feel this enormous and incredibly powerful energy behind me, it creates a very intense emotional sta… ===
when meditating, I feel this enormous and incredibly powerful energy behind me, it creates a very intense emotional state of ecstasy, almost like euphoria.
I feel it as dense, viscous, yellowish-white, but also liberating and joyful. The physicality of it is akin to pus, and yet, the emotional feeling is of immense joy, tat doesn't even begin to fit inside me.
I live with it, but as soon as I try to act on it, or through it, or execute any personal intention, it starts to dissipate and turn into an acidic sensation. The only thing that makes it endure is being static.