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=== Assistant: Several. ===
Several. And they can coexist, even contradict each other.

I’ll name them cleanly—no moral ranking.
# Survival choreography
They’ve built a dance that minimizes catastrophe. Every cue, check, and command is a way to get through the day without a fall, a burn, a panic spiral. It looks dysfunctional from outside; inside it’s a map they trust. Changing it feels dangerous.
# Pain redistribution
Daily pain has to go somewhere. When bodies can’t absorb it, roles do.
* Mom exports physical pain into control.
* Dad exports fear into compliance and checking. The relationship becomes a pressure valve.
# Proof of usefulness
Late life shrinks arenas of contribution.
Codependency becomes evidence: “I still matter because you need me.”
Needing and being needed replace productivity, sex, novelty, and growth.
# Mutual witnessing
They may be the only people who truly see each other’s decline without looking away.
That shared witnessing can feel more intimate than comfort.
Even friction says: you are still here with me.
# Time-stalling
These rituals slow the day. Pain accelerates time psychologically; routine resists it.
Every check, correction, pause stretches the moment. That’s not nothing when the future feels thin.
# Moral accounting
Old couples often keep quiet ledgers:
* I suffered, so I’m owed patience.
* I endure, so I’m virtuous. Codependency becomes an ethical system, not just an emotional one.
# Fear of the alternative
Not each other—but outsiders.
Caregivers, systems, schedules, loss of privacy.
Their bond, even strained, is a buffer against institutional life.

The hard one (for you)
This system may be working as intended.
Not to make them happy.
To keep them from confronting grief they don’t have the capacity to metabolize.

If you want, next we can:
* surface which of these meanings hooks you the most
* explore which ones are brittle vs. resilient
* or talk about how adult children get drafted into preserving meaning they didn’t choose